i had a long walk and talk with an old friend the other day. we somehow ended up on the top of a parking garage, and then eventually on his roof. it was beautiful, and that’s really the only way to describe it. i remember giggling because i was so incredibly happy.
today i laid in bed with someone that i care about, we fell asleep together, hiding out from the rainy day, tangled in blankets and sipping wine. i woke up next to someone that i love, and there’s no where else i would have chosen to be.
last summer i was surrounded by different people, and within the last year i’ve isolated myself, lost contact, and have changed, moreso than any other year of my life. it was a good change, regardless of how lonely some nights are and how monotonous some days can be.
i guess fall is so nostalgic for me. and now, more than ever, it’s just important for me to reflect on the last year of my life and realize that i am (for the first time in awhile) content. for the first time, (maybe ever), i’m not looking back and how things were. i’m not regretting the missed phone calls, unreturned texts, and the miles in between.
i’m just hopeful, and i’m happy.
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