January 2012
1 post
December 2011
6 posts
one year later;
i have a mugshot, someone that loves me, so many wonderful friends, and stories about a girl i used to know. one year later and so much has changed, i forget your name too.
and in the end, you're only someone that i used to...
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"when i cuddle you, i feel like i'm holding...
November 2011
2 posts
it’ll all be fine, won’t it? losing time, loving each second, wanting to cry, one day i’ll hold it all in my bare hands.
i just wanted you, i just wanted you.
October 2011
5 posts
all i can do at this point is rest my head on your chest and try and fill every little gap between us, all while you promise me that everything will be okay.
and all the mistakes I know I shouldn’t be making.
today, i bought a highlighter yellow raincoat,...
Anonymous asked: do you love him?
i had a long walk and talk with an old friend the other day. we somehow ended up on the top of a parking garage, and then eventually on his roof. it was beautiful, and that’s really the only way to describe it. i remember giggling because i was so incredibly happy.
today i laid in bed with someone that i care about, we fell asleep together, hiding out from the rainy day, tangled in...
August 2011
2 posts
1 tag
Sometimes you have to put yourself before others to make yourself happy, and that’s just the way it is.
May 2011
3 posts
today i’m curling up in bed in polar bear pajama pants, reading, and listening to bon iver. and drinking vanilla tea.
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
4 posts
“i can only hold on to the things i want to lose”
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i need more.
and i guess the most important thing i’ve learned as of yet, is that sometimes, it’s okay to forget.
February 2011
14 posts
because you, you believe in our future. and i’m still caught sometimes trying to come to terms with the past.
constantly changing from calm to ill.
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to: a boy with curly hair pt.3
today i fell in love with you all over again.
take me back →
to: a boy with curly hair pt. 2
i slept in someone else’s bed last night and i am not sorry.
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i don’t get it. you give certain people so much attention, but you’re fine not giving a fuck what most people think of you.
because i’m scared of being forgotten. because i think that these people that i hold onto are the ones that are capable of leaving me behind in a way that i would never possibly leave them. because there’s something about that feeling of not feeling...
you don't want me, you're just lonely.
January 2011
10 posts
and sometimes happiness comes too easy. and sometimes, i don’t know what to say. skin on skin, fingertips and the fog. trying to make this all sound more important than it actually is. late nights and days without sleep. and because being broke makes me feel young. because laughing uncontrollably reminds me of how in love i am with the people around me. because there comes a point where you...
iwontstoptalking:
i am making it my resolution right now to kiss you sometime soon.
i'm not afraid anymore. i'm trying.
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some nights are so nostalgic. some nights all you can do is sink in to a bed with your best friends and cuddle in front of a fireplace because you’re too scared to be alone. we were the same once, do you remember? there are these pieces of me that are still unashamed. there are parts that are still loud and carefree and hinging on a single moment. but i’m not sorry that this is all...
and i just remembered the way you’d say my name over and over.
to: a boy in minneapolis that i once knew pt.2
don’t expect a reply, there’s never going to be a reply. i said goodbye six months ago.
it’s two am, feeling like i just lost a...
“i miss you more than i can bear, but we had our time together. and now i have to...”
– <3
December 2010
25 posts
onlinejournals:
If I don’t take drugs to sleep I wake up very confused. I am bad at being around lately. I belong to my vices.
